Tuesday, January 14, 2014
the last book I ever read (The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt, excerpt ten)
from Donna Tartt's The Goldfinch:
I didn’t start to breathe again until I was in my room with the door shut. My suit was okay, for yesterday’s, but my hair was dirty and I needed a shower. Should I shave? Change my shirt? Or would she notice? Would it look weird that I’d run in and tried to clean up for her? Could I get in the bathroom and brush my teeth without her noticing? But then suddenly I had a rush of counter-panic that I was sitting in my room with the door closed, wasting valuable moments with her.
I got up again and opened the door. “Hey,” I yelled down the hall.
Her head appeared again. “Hey.”
“Want to go to the movies with me tonight?”
Slight beat of surprise. “Well sure. What?”
“Documentary about Glenn Gould. Been dying to see it.” In fact I’d already seen it, and had sat in the theater the whole time pretending she was with me: imagining her reaction at various parts, imagining the amazing conversation we would have about it after.